I know I've been ranting a lot these days. I can't help it...=(

I skipped band practice today.

I don't feel wanted.

Concerts and competitions are never ending in this band.

Year 1s are always put aside.

When will the light shine on us.

Why am I so unlucky to have joined a band when it's purpose its to focus on a competition at this point of time.

Then, I won't have a chance to be a part of the band, right.

Talking about being recognized, I don't even have the right to be.

Isn't it...

It's the first time I skipped band practice IN MY ENTIRE LIFE.

It sort of tells you how dreadful I feel this whole thing is,

If you know me well, that is.